U\u015fak\u2019\u0131n k\u0131\u015f\u0131 serttir. R\u00fczgar\u0131n savurdu\u011fu tipi kam\u00e7\u0131 gibi insan\u0131n surat\u0131na iner. Eldivenin i\u00e7in de bile elleriniz buz tutar. Ne kadar hohlarsan\u0131z hohlay\u0131n nafile. \u2018\u2019So\u011fu\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 yi\u011fitlik olmaz\u2019\u2019 der atalar.<\/p>\n
En kabaday\u0131, en b\u0131\u00e7k\u0131n delikanl\u0131lar pes eder, en yi\u011fit g\u00fcre\u015f\u00e7iler tu\u015f olur bu so\u011fu\u011fun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
U\u015fak\u2019a 1966 y\u0131l\u0131nda Turgutludan okumak i\u00e7in gelen \u00f6\u011frencilerdenim. Okula giderken k\u0131t\u0131r k\u0131t\u0131r buz tutmu\u015f yollarda dikkatlice y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fck. Buz tutan caddelerden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kayarak, oyun oynayarak okula nas\u0131l geldi\u011fimizi bilemezdik. Yolun ortas\u0131n\u0131 tercih ederdik. \u0130rili ufakl\u0131 buz sark\u0131tlar\u0131 evlerin sa\u00e7aklar\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 uzan\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczle kay\u0131p d\u00fc\u015fmemek i\u00e7in \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze, bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczle de ans\u0131z\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fmek i\u00e7in n\u00f6bet bekleyen buz sark\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zlerdi.<\/p>\n
Boynuma s\u0131k\u0131ca dolad\u0131\u011f\u0131m anneannemin el \u00f6rme atk\u0131s\u0131 a\u011f\u0131z ve burnumdan soludu\u011fum nefesimin buhar\u0131yla donard\u0131. Sanki ortal\u0131k k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir Sibirya idi.<\/p>\n
Her pazartesi ders ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nce okulun avlusundaki o uzun bekleyi\u015fler so\u011fu\u011fun da tesiriyle bazen bir i\u015fkenceye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bah\u00e7ede tir-tir titrerdik.<\/p>\n
Sabah\u0131n ayaz\u0131nda, ustura gibi keskin bir so\u011fukta, ayakta anlams\u0131z bekleyi\u015flerini y\u00f6neticiler merdivenin \u00fcst\u00fcndeki platformdan g\u00f6zler. \u0130stiklal mar\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledikten sonra, dizgininden bo\u015fanan atlar gibi s\u0131n\u0131flar\u0131m\u0131za iti\u015fe kak\u0131\u015fa ko\u015fard\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Ankaradan Edebiyat \u00f6\u011fretmeni olarak U\u015fak \u0130mam Hatip Lisesine tayin olmu\u015ftu. U\u015fak\u2019tan evliydi. Ciddi, vakur, kendinden emin, idarecilerin yan\u0131nda e\u011filip b\u00fck\u00fclmeyen ciddi, beyefendi, son Osmanl\u0131 Prensi gibiydi. Bu da onu \u00f6\u011frencilerin g\u00f6z\u00fcnde farkl\u0131 ve g\u00fcven verici bir \u00f6\u011fretmen haline getiriyordu.<\/p>\n
Ders aralar\u0131ndaki teneff\u00fcslerde \u00f6\u011fretmenler odas\u0131nda oturmaz avluda \u00f6\u011frenciler aras\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131r, onlarla teke tek ilgilenirdi. Bu ilgi k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fc daha sonra \u00f6\u011fretmen ile \u00f6\u011frenci aras\u0131nda sa\u011flam, kopmaz bir dostluk ba\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Derslerde edebiyat ve medeniyetimizin temel ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 olu\u015fturan Yunus, Mevlana, \u015eeyh Galip, Nabi, Fuzuli, Baki, Karacao\u011flan, Bayburtlu Zihni, Kul Sadi ile bizleri tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Onlardan ezberinden \u015fiirler okur ve onlar\u0131 bize sevdirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6nce, kendimiz ve kendi kimli\u011fimizle, kendi K\u00fclt\u00fcr ve Medeniyetimizle tan\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu bizi edebiyat derslerinde. Biz, onun her dersinde kaybetti\u011fimiz, aray\u0131p aray\u0131\u015fta bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z hakikatin bir s\u0131rr\u0131yla bulu\u015fuyorduk. Onun derslerinde bat\u0131l\u0131la\u015fma ad\u0131yla katledilen k\u00fclt\u00fcr ve medeniyetimizi yeniden sessizce in\u015fa ve ihya etmek i\u00e7in do\u011facak olan bir \u015fafa\u011f\u0131n ku\u015flu\u011funa kuruluyorduk.<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2019Sava\u015f ve Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u2019 \u0131, \u2018\u2019Sava\u015f Pilotu\u2019\u2019 nu,\u00a0 \u0130bni Haldunun Mukaddimesiyle ayn\u0131 teknede fikir ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimizin harc\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131yorduk. Yahya Kemal, K\u00f6pr\u00fcl\u00fc, Kabakl\u0131, Necip Faz\u0131l, Sezai Karako\u00e7 ile yo\u011fruluyorduk.<\/p>\n
Bat\u0131 medeniyetinin \u0130slam \u00fclkelerinde, \u0130slam medeniyet ve k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcne verdi\u011fi zarar ve y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131n \u015fiddetini; \u2018\u2019Anam\u0131 sorursan B\u00fcy\u00fck Do\u011fudur, Bat\u0131 ki s\u0131rt\u0131mda pasl\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7akt\u0131r.\u2019\u2019 dizelerinin ruhumuzda olu\u015fturdu\u011fu depremle sars\u0131l\u0131yor, irkiliyor, kendi ki\u015filik ve kimli\u011fimize d\u00f6n\u00fcyorduk.<\/p>\n
Tanzimat\u2019 la birlikte yazla\u015fan de\u011ferlerimiz bat\u0131 taklit\u00e7isi, teslimiyet\u00e7i, yanl\u0131\u015f bir yolla bizi bizden ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendi \u00fclkemizde parya ve yabanc\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fiir ve yaz\u0131lar\u0131ndan okuyor, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131 buralardan besliyorduk.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u2018\u2019Kan\u0131m\u0131n nehriyle cetvelledi\u011fim \/ S\u00f6yleyin bu toprak neden \u00e7orakt\u0131r\/ En kara putlar\u0131n sald\u0131r\u0131s\u0131nda \/ Yurdumun ki anl\u0131 ay gibi pakt\u0131r\u2019\u2019 gibi daha nice k\u0131ta ve ifadelerle medeniyetimizin i\u015f\u00e7ili\u011fine ve mimarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na haz\u0131rlan\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n
Gen\u00e7li\u011fimizin en delikanl\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda \u2018\u2019A\u015fk\u0131\u2019\u2019, \u2018\u2019sevday\u0131\u2019\u2019 fikir ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyi M. Akif \u0130nan ustam\u0131zdan \u00f6\u011frendik. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve medeniyetimizin biricik harc\u0131n\u0131n inanm\u0131\u015f insan oldu\u011funu onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ve anlay\u0131nca fark ettik. O bizim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck fikir ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce kahraman\u0131yd\u0131. O, ihlasl\u0131 samimi bir M\u00fcsl\u00fcman ve bir medeniyet sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u015eairdi, yazard\u0131, sendikac\u0131yd\u0131, te\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131, hatipti ve belki de en \u00f6nemlisi \u0130slam medeniyet ve k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn in\u015fas\u0131 ve ihyas\u0131 i\u00e7in se\u00e7kin insanlar yeti\u015ftiren bir dava adam\u0131 ve \u00f6\u011fretmen idi.<\/p>\n
Vefat\u0131n\u0131n 15. Y\u0131l\u0131nda ruhu \u015fad, mekan\u0131 cennet olsun!<\/p>\n