{"id":6904,"date":"2015-08-06T13:11:47","date_gmt":"2015-08-06T10:11:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/dergi\/?p=6904"},"modified":"2023-11-05T14:05:11","modified_gmt":"2023-11-05T11:05:11","slug":"ben-sizleri-neden-sevdim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/ben-sizleri-neden-sevdim\/","title":{"rendered":"BEN S\u0130Z\u0130 N\u0130\u00c7\u0130N SEVD\u0130M"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>                                         <em>T\u00fcm dava arkada\u015flar\u0131ma\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Karanl\u0131k gecelerin varo\u015flar\u0131nda yollara d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck ku\u015fluklara\u2026<br \/>\nZindanlar\u0131 a\u011fartmakt\u0131 arzumuz s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftik Allaha<br \/>\nZorlad\u0131k zulm\u00fcn kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 kar, tipi, Bora, f\u0131rt\u0131na<br \/>\nMisafirimdiniz uzakta olsam bile siz hep r\u00fcyalar\u0131ma<br \/>\nSizin uzaklardaki yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131z, yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131zdaki uza\u011f\u0131n\u0131z idim.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte ben aram\u0131zdaki bu mesafesizli\u011fi sevdim<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flayan ve g\u00fclen bir elman\u0131n iki yar\u0131s\u0131 gibiydik<br \/>\nYanard\u0131k k\u00f6leli\u011fine, paryal\u0131\u011f\u0131na, peri\u015fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00fclkemizin<br \/>\nHorland\u0131\u011f\u0131, d\u00f6v\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, s\u00f6v\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve kovuldu\u011funa insan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n<br \/>\nBakmadan hi\u00e7 toy ve delikanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za sanki vatan\u0131 biz kurtaracakt\u0131k<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte ben bu saf, temiz ve yi\u011fit delikanl\u0131lar\u0131 sevdim<\/p>\n<p>Cebimiz delikti \u00e7o\u011fu zaman a\u00e7, susuz d\u00fc\u015ferdik sevdan\u0131n yollar\u0131na<br \/>\nEkabirlerin \u00f6n\u00fcnde e\u011filmeden, b\u00fck\u00fclmeden, adam gibi dik dura dura<br \/>\nHorasan\u0131n k\u00f6pekleri gibi bulunca yerdik, bulmay\u0131nca \u015f\u00fckrederdik<br \/>\nBiletsiz ka\u00e7ak giderdik bazen Demetevlerinden K\u0131z\u0131laya<br \/>\nHi\u00e7 \u015fikayet etmedik halimizden, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrs\u00fcz hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131k<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte ben bu pulsuz, \u00e7ulsuz z\u00fc\u011f\u00fcrt halimizi sevdim.<\/p>\n<p>Bakanl\u0131k vekillik ba\u015fkanl\u0131k sevdas\u0131 yoktu g\u00f6zlerimizde<br \/>\nMevki, \u015fan, \u015f\u00f6hret ve ikbal \u015fehveti ayartamad\u0131 bizi<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131nda can \u00e7eki\u015fiyordu en y\u00fcksek makamlar<br \/>\nDava, kavga, m\u00fccadele vard\u0131 litarat\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fczde yaln\u0131z<br \/>\nBir de u\u011fruna ba\u015f koydu\u011fumuz kara sevdam\u0131z vard\u0131<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte ben bu kara sevday\u0131 ve sevdal\u0131lar\u0131 sevdim<\/p>\n<p>Sevdim sizi  nazl\u0131 bir yar gibi, da\u011f ba\u015flar\u0131ndaki kar gibi<br \/>\nVatan denilen diyar gibi, i\u00e7imde t\u00fcten efkar gibi<br \/>\nHepinizi karde\u015fim, can\u0131m bildim s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131m y\u00fcre\u011fime<br \/>\nKendimden \u00e7ok hep sizleri kucaklad\u0131m,sayd\u0131m ve sevdim<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte ben bu kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z dostlu\u011fu ve sevgileri sevdim<\/p>\n<p>Bu a\u015fkt\u0131 bizi et ve t\u0131rnak gibi y\u0131k\u0131lmaz s\u0131rada\u011flar yapan<br \/>\nBu sevda i\u00e7in ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131m hep han\u00e7er gibi y\u00fcre\u011fimde gurbeti<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7in i\u00e7in yand\u0131m, tutu\u015ftum \u00fclkemin a\u011farmayan \u015fafaklar\u0131 i\u00e7in<br \/>\nNice do\u011fum sanc\u0131lar\u0131yla r\u00fcyalara durdum hayallere kuruldum<br \/>\nY\u00fcre\u011fimde \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz, s\u00f6nmeyen kavgam\u0131z\u0131n hep ate\u015fi vard\u0131<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte ben bir \u00f6m\u00fcr bu ate\u015fle yanmay\u0131 kavrulmay\u0131 sevdim<\/p>\n<p>Kendimi K\u0131tmir yerine koydum vurdum nefsimi yerden yere<br \/>\nBir karde\u015f olarak yapt\u0131m size en sert, en keskin, en dik ele\u015ftirileri<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn beni bu limandan \u00f6te limana g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrse bir gemi<br \/>\nEllerinizi dua dua kald\u0131r\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fe beni o zaman anlars\u0131n\u0131z belki<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte ben sizi  davam, kavgam, sevdam i\u00e7in b\u00f6yle s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zca sevdim<\/p>\n<p>Ben beni bileli Sizi sevdi\u011fim kadar kendimi hi\u00e7 sevemedim ki <\/p>\n<p>Arif Altunba\u015f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00fcm dava arkada\u015flar\u0131ma\u2026 Karanl\u0131k gecelerin varo\u015flar\u0131nda yollara d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck ku\u015fluklara\u2026 Zindanlar\u0131 a\u011fartmakt\u0131 arzumuz s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftik Allaha Zorlad\u0131k zulm\u00fcn kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 kar, tipi, Bora, f\u0131rt\u0131na Misafirimdiniz uzakta olsam bile siz hep r\u00fcyalar\u0131ma Sizin uzaklardaki yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131z, yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131zdaki uza\u011f\u0131n\u0131z idim. \u0130\u015fte ben aram\u0131zdaki bu mesafesizli\u011fi sevdim A\u011flayan ve g\u00fclen bir elman\u0131n iki yar\u0131s\u0131 gibiydik Yanard\u0131k k\u00f6leli\u011fine, paryal\u0131\u011f\u0131na, peri\u015fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00fclkemizin &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":48521,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"_joinchat":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[49,38,43],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6904","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-arif","category-guncel","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6904","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6904"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6904\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48521"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6904"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6904"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6904"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}