{"id":36480,"date":"2019-08-17T08:19:14","date_gmt":"2019-08-17T05:19:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/dergi\/?p=36480"},"modified":"2023-11-05T13:40:50","modified_gmt":"2023-11-05T10:40:50","slug":"busra-ogretmenim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/busra-ogretmenim\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u00fc\u015fra \u00d6\u011fretmenim"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"B\u00c3\u009c\u00c5\u009eRA<\/p>\n

Uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nceydi Avrupadan kendi \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011fumla T\u00fcrkiye’ye izine gelmi\u015ftim. M. Akif \u0130nan Hocam\u0131n fen Lisesindeki lojman\u0131n\u0131nda balkonda birlikte \u00e7ay i\u00e7iyorduk.<\/p>\n

Evin i\u00e7inde c\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l oynayan bir k\u0131z ve erkek \u00e7ocu\u011fu vard\u0131. \u2018Merakl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerle kafam\u0131 \u00e7ocuklara \u00e7evirdi\u011fimde, ben daha ona sormadan o cevap verdi \u2018\u2019Torunlar\u0131m\u2019\u2019 dedi. Banu\u2019 nun \u00e7ocuklar\u0131\u2026 Hayretle; Banu evlendi mi, diye sordum. Banu karde\u015fime Ankara, Seyran ba\u011flar\u0131, Ball\u0131baba sokak, 82\/ a deki evde daha o \u00e7ocuk ya\u015fta\u00a0 iken Kur’an \u00f6\u011fretti\u011fim g\u00fcnler\u00a0 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi. \u015eark \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131n\u0131n iziyle s\u00fcsl\u00fc o g\u00fczel y\u00fcz\u00fcyle g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, mutlu bir eda ile; \u2018\u2019Eee \u00e7ocuklar b\u00fcy\u00fcyor\u2019\u2019 dedi\u2026 Sonra, B\u00fc\u015fra k\u0131z\u0131m diye seslendi \u2026 Ko\u015fa ko\u015fa narin, melek y\u00fczl\u00fc bir Pamuk prenses dedesinin boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131. Ona beni tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ocuk i\u015fte, utanga\u00e7 bir edayla \u2018\u2019Ho\u015f geldiniz\u2019\u2019 diyerek kafas\u0131n\u0131 dedesinin g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne yaslad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte, \u0130lk g\u00f6rmem tan\u0131\u015fmam b\u00f6yle oldu B\u00fc\u015fra \u00f6\u011fretmenimle\u2026Aradan Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tikten sonra, 6 \u015eubatta yap\u0131lan bir pro\u011frama \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131m Urfa’ya. Pro\u011framdan bir g\u00fcn sonra damad\u0131m\u0131z Hayati Bey ak\u015fam yeme\u011fine davet etmi\u015fti evine. Aradan y\u0131llar y\u0131l\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015fti g\u00f6rmeyeli. K\u0131z karde\u015fim Banu han\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir k\u0131z tela\u015fla sofray\u0131 haz\u0131rlamaya annesine yard\u0131m ediyor, mutfa\u011fa girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Bir ara, Banu bana d\u00f6nerek \u2018\u2019Bu k\u0131z\u0131m B\u00fc\u015fra Arif abi, tan\u0131d\u0131n m\u0131\u2019\u2019, \u2018\u2019\u00fcniversiteyi yeni bitirdi.\u2019\u2019 dedi. Pamuk prensesimiz b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f koskoca gelinlik bir k\u0131z ve \u00f6\u011fretmen olmu\u015f, dedim i\u00e7imden. \u0130\u015fte, ikinci g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemiz de b\u00f6yle oldu Urfa’n\u0131n ceylan\u0131 B\u00fc\u015fra \u00f6\u011fretmenimle\u2026<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya b\u00f6yle derin hat\u0131ralarla girdim ki.G\u00f6zlerim bu\u011fulan\u0131p, y\u00fcre\u011fim daral\u0131p kelimeler t\u00fckenmesin, s\u00f6z bitmesin diye.<\/p>\n

Bir anne, baba, day\u0131, amca, hala, teyze, hatta; t\u00fcm insanlar i\u00e7in en zor \u015fey gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta \u00f6lenlerden bahsetmektir.\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcm y\u00fcz\u00fc her zaman so\u011fuktur. Gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta \u00f6lenlerden bahsetmek ise, yang\u0131nlar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

B\u00fc\u015fra \u00f6\u011fretmenim \u00f6\u011fretmen bir dede ( Mehmet Akif \u0130nan Hocam\u0131z\u0131n) ve Anne annenin( Sevim \u0130nan\u2019\u0131n)\u2019\u2019 torunudur. -Allah ikisine de rahmet eylesin.-\u00dczerimde \u00e7ok emekleri vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki \u00f6\u011fretmenden olma biricik k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131, bir \u00f6\u011fretmendir Bi\u015fra \u00f6\u011fretmenim. Mesle\u011fini seven, \u00f6\u011frencileri ve \u00e7evresi taraf\u0131nda sevilen, say\u0131lan, h\u00fcrmet edilen soylu, asaletli bir \u00f6\u011fretmen\u2026<\/p>\n

Daha evlenmeden y\u00fczlerce \u00f6\u011frencisi (evlad\u0131 olan) bir evlad\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131 B\u00fc\u015fra \u00f6\u011fretmenim. Bu g\u00fcn onun \u015eebi Aruz\u2019u. Sevgili Rabbine kavu\u015fma g\u00fcn\u00fc. Daha gen\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda kefenini gelinlik olarak giyerek dedesinin yan\u0131na gitme g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn Cuma namaz\u0131ndan sonra beyaz bir ata binerek Harrankap\u0131 mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcyecek\u2026Mekan\u0131n cennet olsun k\u0131z\u0131m. Seni sevmelere doyamayan anne, baba, karde\u015f ve daha \u00f6l\u00fcm nedir bilmeyen minnac\u0131k \u00f6\u011frencilerine rabbim sab\u0131rlar versin.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k s\u00f6z bitti. Kelimelerim t\u00fckendi. \u015eu anda kilitlendim. \u00d6lenin arkas\u0131ndan a\u011flanmaz ama; hakk\u0131n\u0131 helal et k\u0131z\u0131m! Ben a\u011flam\u0131yor gibi a\u011fl\u0131yorum, A\u011flam\u0131yor gibi\u2026<\/p>\n

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G\u00d6K EK\u0130N\u0130 B\u0130\u00c7M\u0130\u015e G\u0130B\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n

Geldi ge\u00e7ti \u00f6mr\u00fcm benim \u015fol yel esip ge\u00e7mi\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

Hele bana \u015f\u00f6yle geldi \u015fol g\u00f6z yumup a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

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\u0130\u015fbu s\u00f6ze Hak tan\u0131kt\u0131r bu can g\u00f6vdeye konuktur<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn ola \u00e7\u0131ka gide kafesten ku\u015f u\u00e7mu\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

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Miskin \u00e2dem o\u011flan\u0131n\u0131 benzetmi\u015fler ekinciye<\/p>\n

Kimi biter kimi yiter yere tohum sa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

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Bu d\u00fcnyada bir nesneye yanar i\u00e7im g\u00f6yn\u00fcr \u00f6z\u00fcm<\/p>\n

Yi\u011fit iken \u00f6lenlere g\u00f6k ekini bi\u00e7mi\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

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Bir hastaya vard\u0131n ise bir i\u00e7im su verdin ise<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131n anda kar\u015f\u0131 gele Hak \u015farab\u0131n i\u00e7mi\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

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Bir miskini g\u00f6rd\u00fcn ise bir eskice vird\u00fcn ise<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131n anda sana gele Hak lib\u00e2s\u0131n bi\u00e7mi\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

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Yunus Emre bu d\u00fcnyada iki ki\u015fi kalur derler<\/p>\n

Me\u011fer H\u0131z\u0131r \u0130lyas ola ab\u0131 hayat i\u00e7mi\u015f gibi<\/p>\n

(Yunus Emre)<\/p>\n

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