{"id":2176,"date":"2014-09-30T06:27:25","date_gmt":"2014-09-30T03:27:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/dergi\/?p=2176"},"modified":"2023-11-05T19:57:40","modified_gmt":"2023-11-05T16:57:40","slug":"idris-gunaydin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/idris-gunaydin\/","title":{"rendered":"GE\u00c7M\u0130\u015eE D\u00d6N\u00dcP B\u0130R LAHZA DURMAK"},"content":{"rendered":"
\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
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Tarih\u00e7i, Kabeyi tavaf ederken bir olay ya\u015fad\u0131, olay\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle anlatt\u0131: \u201cTavaf esnas\u0131nda bizler Kabeye bakarken bir hac\u0131n\u0131n aksi tarafa, \u015fimdi y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan Ecyad Kalesine bak\u0131p a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. <\/span><\/p>\n

-Hac\u0131! M\u00fcbarek Kabe burada, buraya d\u00f6n\u00fcp a\u011flasana. Arkaya bak\u0131p neye a\u011fl\u0131yorsun?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7 \u00e7ekti, utan\u0131r gibi oldu, eliyle g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sildi:<\/span><\/p>\n

-Ben Trabzon Ak\u00e7aabatl\u0131y\u0131m.Askerli\u011fimi bu kalede yapt\u0131m. Hat\u0131ralar\u0131ma a\u011fl\u0131yorum. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBin atl\u0131 ak\u0131nlarda \u00e7ocuklar gibi \u015fen<\/i>\u201d olan bir mazinin ve neslin son eserleri askerlerimiz,yi\u011fitlerimiz\u2026Ta Trabzondan kalk\u0131p Mekkeye askerlik yapmaya gidiyorlard\u0131. Sadece Mekkeye mi? \u015eimdi \u00fczerinden yirmi k\u00fcsur devlet \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131lan Osmanl\u0131 Co\u011frafyas\u0131n\u0131n her diyar\u0131na\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ya\u015f\u0131 elliyi \u00e7oktan ge\u00e7mi\u015f adam, kendi yak\u0131n mazisinin hayali ve ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn umutlar\u0131yla evinden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.\u0130\u00e7inde k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131r olan gen\u00e7li\u011finin melodileriyle ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n ritmini ayarlayarak\u00a0 gen\u00e7li\u011finin heyecan\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruhunun hamurunun mayaland\u0131\u011f\u0131 mahalleye y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. G\u00f6kdelenlerden, en az\u0131 sekiz katl\u0131 apartmanlardan s\u0131yr\u0131lmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 Kesme ta\u015ftan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f merdiveni inip kar\u015f\u0131ki \u00fc\u00e7 katl\u0131 binan\u0131n merdivenine t\u0131rmand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u00fcne a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131 kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde bulunan numara ili\u015fti. O numara hep oradayd\u0131 zaten:1975\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde bir heyecan\u0131n m\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 me\u015fk yap\u0131yordu sanki. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Gececilerin, ayya\u015flar\u0131n,kimsesizlerin mekan tuttu\u011fu ah\u015fap binan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131 bu. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Zaten a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Kap\u0131 aral\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6nce yerlere bakt\u0131: K\u0131y\u0131da k\u00f6\u015fede birka\u00e7 pis yorgan ve battaniye par\u00e7alar\u0131ndan, \u015fi\u015fe ve enjekt\u00f6rlerden,naylon po\u015fet art\u0131klar\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu. Ama o, yerdekileri pek \u00f6nemsemedi. Kar\u015f\u0131ya bakt\u0131. Geni\u015f salonun dip taraf\u0131na, salona hakim olan k\u00f6\u015feye\u2026 Orada kendini g\u00f6rd\u00fc ve arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 \u0130\u00e7indeki melodi diline d\u00fczen vermeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Orada arkada\u015flar\u0131yla s\u00f6yledi\u011fi melodi:<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u00fccahit \u0130slam\u0131n \u015fehit ordusu<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya \u015fehit,ya gazi,onun arzusu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kar bora f\u0131rt\u0131na s\u00fckun bulacak,<\/span><\/p>\n

Sana kom\u00fcnistler,sana siyonistler selam duracak.<\/span><\/p>\n

Toplar\u0131yla,tanklar\u0131yla gelseler dahi;<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u00fcsl\u00fcman kalacak T\u00fcrk\u00fcn \u00fclkesi\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zleri bu\u011fuland\u0131. \u015eimdi eline mikrofonu alm\u0131\u015f heyecanla anlat\u0131yordu:<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026Devlet ve milletinin 7 as\u0131rl\u0131k hayat\u0131nda d\u00f6rt devre… Birincisi iki bu\u00e7uk as\u0131r… A\u015fk, vecd, fetih ve hakimiyet… \u0130kincisi \u00fc\u00e7 as\u0131r… Kaba softa ve ham yobaz elinde sefalet ve hezimet… \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc bir as\u0131r… Allah\u0131n, Kur’\u00e2n’\u0131nda ‘belh\u00fcm adal-hayvandan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131’ dedi\u011fi c\u00fcce taklit\u00e7ilere ve bat\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131na esaret… Ya d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc? …. Son yar\u0131m as\u0131r! .. \u0130\u015fg\u00e2l ordular\u0131n\u0131n bile yapamayaca\u011f\u0131 bir cinayetle, madde pl\u00e2n\u0131nda kurtar\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra ruh pl\u00e2n\u0131nda ebed\u00ee hel\u00e2ke mahk\u00fbmiyet… \u0130\u015fte tarihinde b\u00f6yle d\u00f6rt devre bulundu\u011funu g\u00f6ren… Bunlar\u0131, y\u00fckseltici a\u015fk, s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc sat\u0131h\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc taklit\u00e7ilik ve \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc k\u00fcf\u00fcr diye yaftalayan ve \u015fimdi, evet \u015fimdi… Be\u015finci devrenin kap\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde nur infil\u00e2k\u0131 yeni bir \u015fafak f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zleyen bir gen\u00e7lik<\/span><\/i>…\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

‘Kim var? ‘ diye seslenilince, sa\u011f\u0131na ve soluna bakmadan fert fert ‘ben var\u0131m! ‘ cevab\u0131n\u0131 verici, her ferdi ‘benim olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde kimse yoktur! ‘ fikrini besleyici bir d\u00e2va ahl\u00e2k\u0131na kaynak bir gen\u00e7lik…\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026..<\/span><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u0130\u015fte bu gen\u00e7li\u011fi, bu gen\u00e7li\u011fin ilk filizlerini kar\u015f\u0131mda g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. \u015eekillenmesi, billurla\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in 30 k\u00fcsur y\u0131ld\u0131r, devrimbaz kodamanlar\u0131n viski \u00e7ekti\u011fi kam\u0131\u015f borularla kalemime ci\u011ferimden kan \u00e7ekerek y\u0131rt\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, paraland\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve zindanlarda s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bu gen\u00e7lik kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, uykusuz, susuz, ekmeksiz, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 secdeye m\u0131hlay\u0131p bir \u00f6m\u00fcr Allaha hamd etme makam\u0131nday\u0131m. Gen\u00e7 adam! Bundan b\u00f6yle senden bekledi\u011fim \u015fudur: Tabutumu \u00f6z ellerinle musalla ta\u015f\u0131na koyarken, Anadolu k\u0131tas\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcndeki d\u00e2va ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da gedi\u011fine koymay\u0131 unutma ve bunu tek vasiyetim bil! Allah\u0131n sel\u00e2m\u0131 \u00fczerine olsun…<\/span><\/i>\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/i><\/p>\n

Surda bir gedik a\u00e7t\u0131k; mukaddes mi mukaddes!\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/i><\/p>\n

Ey kahbe r\u00fczg\u00e2r, art\u0131k ne yandan esersen es!<\/p>\n

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Yana\u011f\u0131na iki damla ya\u015f akt\u0131. Havaya kalkan eller, \u201c\u00c7a\u011f\u0131m\u0131z buhranda, kurtulu\u015f \u0130slamda\u201d diyen diller ayn\u0131 ruh ve manas\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. <\/span><\/p>\n

Kurtulur dil,tarih, ahlak ve iman,<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcrler nas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,neymi\u015f kahraman!<\/span><\/p>\n

Yer ve g\u00f6k su vermem dedi\u011fi zaman,<\/span><\/p>\n

Her tarlay\u0131 sular ark\u0131m\u0131z bizim\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir avu\u00e7 gen\u00e7 arkada\u015f\u0131yla her tarlay\u0131 sulamaya and i\u00e7mi\u015flerdi. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ektik ektik yeti\u015fecek<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7o\u011fu gitti az\u0131 kald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn yollar birle\u015fecek<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7o\u011fu gitti az\u0131 kald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn yollar\u0131 birle\u015ftirmeye and i\u00e7mi\u015flerdi. Kendi mazisiyle halinin muhasebesi i\u00e7indeydi. Yapabilmi\u015fler miydi? Ba\u015farabilmi\u015fler miydi? Gen\u00e7li\u011fi kurtarabilmi\u015fler miydi? \u00c7a\u011f\u0131 buhrandan \u0130slam\u2019\u0131 hakim k\u0131larak kurtarabilmi\u015fler miydi? <\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcne bakt\u0131: \u201cAKINCILAR GEL\u0130YOR\u201d yaz\u0131yordu. Yere bir daha bakt\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinden tiksindi. \u015eiirin son d\u00f6rtl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc terenn\u00fcm etti:<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r \u015fiir<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7o\u011fu gitti az\u0131 kald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ekmek gibi azizle\u015fir<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7o\u011fu gitti az\u0131 kald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kap\u0131y\u0131 usulca \u00e7ekerek, hayaliyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa, devasa apartmanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda hen\u00fcz gelmeyen veya gelemeyen AKINCILAR\u2019\u0131 yeniden aramaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyordu ki, AKINCILAR olmay\u0131nca ve gelmeyince hi\u00e7bir \u015fey \u201cak\u201dlanamayacakt\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0 Tarih\u00e7i, Kabeyi tavaf ederken bir olay ya\u015fad\u0131, olay\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle anlatt\u0131: \u201cTavaf esnas\u0131nda bizler Kabeye bakarken bir hac\u0131n\u0131n aksi tarafa, \u015fimdi y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan Ecyad Kalesine bak\u0131p a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. -Hac\u0131! M\u00fcbarek Kabe burada, buraya d\u00f6n\u00fcp a\u011flasana. Arkaya bak\u0131p neye a\u011fl\u0131yorsun? \u0130\u00e7 \u00e7ekti, utan\u0131r gibi oldu, eliyle g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sildi: -Ben Trabzon Ak\u00e7aabatl\u0131y\u0131m.Askerli\u011fimi bu kalede yapt\u0131m. Hat\u0131ralar\u0131ma …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":48521,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_joinchat":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[38,55,43],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-guncel","category-idris","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2176"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2176\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48521"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}