{"id":15154,"date":"2016-08-29T00:43:21","date_gmt":"2016-08-28T21:43:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/dergi\/?p=15154"},"modified":"2023-11-12T19:28:12","modified_gmt":"2023-11-12T16:28:12","slug":"15154-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/15154-2\/","title":{"rendered":"BABA VE O\u011eUL&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Annenin a\u011flamakl\u0131 halini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce baba dayanamad\u0131. \u201c\u015eu adrese git de, o\u011flunu g\u00f6r\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdresi benim verdi\u011fimi s\u00f6yleme ama\u201d Birka\u00e7 \u015fey daha s\u00f6yledi ama anne duymuyordu. Akl\u0131nda bir tek adres kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Anne sevin\u00e7ten u\u00e7uyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Hemen haz\u0131rland\u0131 gitmek i\u00e7in yola koyuldu.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fehrin kar\u015f\u0131 yakas\u0131ndayd\u0131 baban\u0131n verdi\u011fi adres.<\/p>\n<p>Gitti\u011fi adres bir tamirhaneydi.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flunu tulum i\u00e7inde ya\u011fl\u0131 pasl\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre \u0131slak g\u00f6zlerle d\u00fckkan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan izledi ve sonra o\u011fluna do\u011fru yakla\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ki y\u0131l boyunca kendisini aray\u0131p sormayan ailesini unutan delikanl\u0131 aniden annesini kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u00f6nce \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, sonra ko\u015fup sar\u0131ld\u0131 annesine.\u00a0G\u00f6zleri dolu dolu olmu\u015ftu. A\u011flamamak i\u00e7in kendini zorluyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Babas\u0131 hari\u00e7 herkesi soruyordu annesine o\u011flu, \u201co nas\u0131l, bu nas\u0131l,\u201d diyerek.<\/p>\n<p>Ve sonunda \u201cO adam nas\u0131l, hala eskisi gibi aksi ve anlay\u0131\u015fs\u0131z m\u0131?\u201d diye sordu annesine.<\/p>\n<p>Anne cevaps\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131 bu soruyu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHadi o\u011flum gel eve gidelim\u201d dedi yalvar\u0131rcas\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r anne, ben b\u00f6yle iyiyim. O adamla tekrar ayn\u0131 evde ya\u015fayamam\u201d dedi ve d\u00fckkana do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Arkas\u0131ndan bir s\u00fcre bakakalan anne haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0yeme\u011fi o\u011fluna vermek i\u00e7in seslendi.<br \/>\nDelikanl\u0131\u00a0yeme\u011fi al\u0131rken annesine \u201cAnne ne olur \u0131srar etme, gelmeyece\u011fim. Bir g\u00fcn bile beni merak edip aray\u0131p sormayan bir babayla ayn\u0131 evde ya\u015fayamam ben\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Anne boynu b\u00fck\u00fck halde o\u011flunun yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki o\u011flum sen bilirsin. Anla\u015f\u0131lan \u00e7ok kararl\u0131s\u0131n, gelmeyeceksin. Ama baban dedi ki; son bir ayd\u0131r arkada\u015fl\u0131k etti\u011fi \u00e7ocuktan uzak dursun, o \u00e7ocuk sana zarar verebilir.\u00a0\u00d6nceki arkada\u015f\u0131yla bar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n<\/p>\n<p>Bu kez \u00e7ocuk donakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Annesi eve d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Babaya sitem etti, \u201cMadem biliyordun nerde oldu\u011funu neden benden saklad\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>O y\u00fczden rahatt\u0131n demek? \u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hep ters, aksi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen baba birka\u00e7 kez yutkundu ve g\u00f6zlerinden iki damla ya\u015f ak\u0131verdi yanaklar\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO benim can\u0131md\u0131r ya, can\u0131m\u201d diye inledi ve \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc bulundu\u011fu yere iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm..<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe zamandan beridir biliyordun onun orada oldu\u011funu ? \u201d diye sordu anne.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGitti\u011fi g\u00fcnden beridir biliyorum. Bazen \u00f6\u011flen molalar\u0131nda ne yiyip ne i\u00e7iyor diye gider uzaktan izlerdim, Bazen ak\u015famlar\u0131 ge\u00e7 gelirdim ya hani, sen beni kahveden san\u0131rd\u0131n, i\u015fte o zamanlarda da ne yap\u0131yor kimlerle tak\u0131l\u0131yor diye takip ederdim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kar\u0131 koca bir birlerine sar\u0131l\u0131p a\u011flarken kap\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Elleriyle g\u00f6zlerini silerek kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7maya gitti anne.<\/p>\n<p>Annesinin kendisine yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 paketten daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hediye paketi ile i\u00e7eri girdi delikanl\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ko\u015farak babas\u0131na sar\u0131ld\u0131. \u201cBabalar g\u00fcn\u00fcn kutlu olsun babaaaa\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Delikanl\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kendisiyle hi\u00e7 ilgilenmedi\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131n, asl\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7 \u00fczerinden ay\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Annenin a\u011flamakl\u0131 halini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce baba dayanamad\u0131. \u201c\u015eu adrese git de, o\u011flunu g\u00f6r\u201d dedi. \u201cAdresi benim verdi\u011fimi s\u00f6yleme ama\u201d Birka\u00e7 \u015fey daha s\u00f6yledi ama anne duymuyordu. Akl\u0131nda bir tek adres kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Anne sevin\u00e7ten u\u00e7uyordu. Hemen haz\u0131rland\u0131 gitmek i\u00e7in yola koyuldu. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fehrin kar\u015f\u0131 yakas\u0131ndayd\u0131 baban\u0131n verdi\u011fi adres. Gitti\u011fi adres bir tamirhaneydi. O\u011flunu tulum i\u00e7inde ya\u011fl\u0131 &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":48521,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"_joinchat":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[62,40,63,43],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15154","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-hikaye","category-kultursanat","category-m-yasir","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15154","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/12"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15154"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15154\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48521"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}