Sava\u015f\u0131n kapkara bir \u00e7ar\u015faf gibi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlard\u0131. O d\u00f6nemlerde Anadolu\u2019da bir k\u00f6y vard\u0131. K\u00f6yden sava\u015fa giden erkekler ya bir daha geriye d\u00f6nemiyor, ya da gazi olarak bir par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7orak topra\u011fa ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayarak baba oca\u011f\u0131na geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Asl\u0131nda, hangi k\u00f6y b\u00f6yle de\u011fildi ki o d\u00f6nemlerde?<\/p>\n
O k\u00f6yde bir Ay\u015fe Ana vard\u0131. Yirmi be\u015f senelik kocas\u0131n\u0131, evinin dire\u011fini \u00c7anakkale\u2019ye g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti. Hem de tek bir g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 bile d\u00f6kmeden, Allah Allah nidalar\u0131yla\u2026<\/p>\n
Y\u0131l 1916 idi\u2026 \u00c7anakkale\u2019den zafer haberi gelmi\u015fti gelmesine ama Ay\u015fe Ana\u2019n\u0131n evinin dire\u011fi gelmemi\u015fti hala. Vatan sa\u011f olsun diyordu, yeter ki vatan \u2018bir\u2019 olsun\u2026<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana\u2019n\u0131n bir de o\u011flu vard\u0131, Servet\u2026 K\u00f6y ahalisi taraf\u0131ndan \u00e7ok sevilen Servet, hen\u00fcz on yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman toprak i\u015flerinde annesine yard\u0131m ediyor, arta kalan zamanlarda ise okuma-yazmas\u0131n\u0131 geli\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in \u2013bilmem ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 defa okuyup \u00f6zetini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131- kitab\u0131 \u00fczerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Sava\u015f zaman\u0131yd\u0131, yoklu\u011fun bolluk oldu\u011fu d\u00f6nemlerdi. Ancak buna ra\u011fmen bir hayali vard\u0131 Servet\u2019in. \u00d6ncelikle \u00fclkesi i\u015fgalden kurtulacakt\u0131. Herkes tekrar mutlu bir \u015fekilde ya\u015fayacakt\u0131. Ac\u0131lar, payla\u015f\u0131lacak; sevin\u00e7ler \u00e7o\u011falacakt\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Ard\u0131ndan tabiplik \u00fczerine e\u011fitim alacakt\u0131 Servet. Sava\u015f\u0131n en ac\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in hangi beldede, hangi \u00fclkede, hangi k\u0131tada sava\u015f var ise oraya gidip insanlara yard\u0131m edecekti. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n yaras\u0131n\u0131 saracak, onlara elinden geldi\u011fince yard\u0131m edecekti\u2026<\/p>\n
Servet\u2019in bir de ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131 k\u00f6yde.<\/p>\n
\u201cSonra evlenirim ana ha\u2026 Ne dersin?\u201d derdi Servet.<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana bu hayali her dinledi\u011finde \u00f6nce o\u011flunu bir g\u00fczel azarl\u0131yor, daha sonra ise kalbini k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp ondan \u00f6z\u00fcr diliyordu. Akabinde sava\u015f\u0131n ger\u00e7eklerinden bahsedip hala babas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6nmedi\u011finden dem vuruyor, ileride ise daha hangi k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerin gelece\u011fini bilemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn geldi, haftalar ge\u00e7ti, aylar birbirini kovalad\u0131 ve k\u00f6ye bir mektup ula\u015ft\u0131. K\u00f6y muhtar\u0131 Osman Efendi b\u00fct\u00fcn ahaliyi k\u00f6y meydan\u0131na toplay\u0131p mektubu a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cEli silah tutan yi\u011fitleri sava\u015f meydan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlar. G\u00fcn, vatan borcunu \u00f6deme g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. En k\u0131sa zamanda yola \u00e7\u0131kmak gerek\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Orada bulunan analar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fla, babalar\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fc korla doldu ancak elden ne gelirdi? Kimi haneden iki \u015fehit, kimisinden d\u00f6rt \u015fehit \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnlerde bu habere itiraz etmek bir yana, \u2018ah\u2019 demek bile haks\u0131zl\u0131k olurdu.<\/p>\n
Nihayet da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 ahali\u2026 \u015eimdi aileler evlerine gidip evlatlar\u0131yla son kez yemek yiyecekler, son kez kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 oturup konu\u015facaklar; evin reisi evlad\u0131na nasihatler verecek, evin annesi ise son kez az\u0131k haz\u0131rlayacakt\u0131 evlad\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana da evlad\u0131yla d\u00f6nd\u00fc eve. G\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015f d\u00f6kerek ancak sesini \u00e7\u0131karmadan o g\u00fcn yapabilece\u011fi en g\u00fczel yeme\u011fi yapt\u0131. O\u011fluna son kez sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
O\u011flu ise son kez elini \u00f6pt\u00fc anas\u0131n\u0131n ve di\u011fer silah arkada\u015flar\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 yola\u2026<\/p>\n
Zaman su oldu, ak\u0131p ge\u00e7ti. Ak\u0131p ge\u00e7mesi gerekiyordu ki, akarsu gibi tertemiz olsundu gelecek y\u0131llar\u2026<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana bilirdi ki askere giden evlatlar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan bekleyecek y\u00e2r zor bulunurdu. Ancak \u00f6mr\u00fcnde ilk defa bu kadar yan\u0131lmak istedi. Gelen habere ilk defa inanmak istemedi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAy\u015fe Ana, o k\u0131z o\u011flunu hak etmiyordu zaten. Daha iyisini bulursun\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana neye \u00fcz\u00fcls\u00fcnd\u00fc \u015fimdi? O\u011flundan aylard\u0131r haber alamamas\u0131na m\u0131 yoksa y\u00e2rinin bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na y\u00e2r olmas\u0131na m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Uzun m\u00fcddet ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Sava\u015fa giden gen\u00e7ler k\u00f6ye d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Kimisinin kolu yoktu, kimisinin baca\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana bu gen\u00e7leri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e hem ac\u0131yor hem de \u2018Olsun, o\u011flum gelsin de ben her t\u00fcrl\u00fc raz\u0131y\u0131m\u2026\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana\u2019n\u0131n elinde o\u011flunun mektuplar\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Her g\u00fcn adet edinmi\u015fti kendisine Ay\u015fe Ana, bundan sonra o\u011flunun en sevdi\u011fi yemekleri pi\u015firecekti bu evde. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o\u011flu her an gelebilirdi.<\/p>\n
Ev tertemizdi. Temizli\u011fi yeni bitirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana, o\u011fluna anal\u0131\u011f\u0131n en g\u00fczelini yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Sabaha kar\u015f\u0131yd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Biri, iki kere kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan ayn\u0131 h\u0131zda yine iki kere daha vurdu. Bu kap\u0131 \u00e7almalar Ay\u015fe Ana\u2019ya tan\u0131d\u0131k geliyordu. Sadece bir ki\u015fi b\u00f6yle \u00e7alabilirdi kap\u0131y\u0131, yaln\u0131z bir ki\u015fi iki kere kap\u0131y\u0131 vurur, ard\u0131ndan yine iki kere t\u0131klat\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cO\u011flum!\u201d dedi Ay\u015fe Ana. \u0130ki b\u00fckl\u00fcm olmu\u015f beliyle ko\u015ftu kap\u0131ya.<\/p>\n
\u201cGeliyorum o\u011flum, geliyorum. Bekle\u2026\u201d dedi Ay\u015fe Ana.<\/p>\n
\u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m sana \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn kom\u015fusu Bediha Han\u0131m bulmu\u015ftu Ay\u015fe Ana\u2019y\u0131. Kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131vermi\u015fti ve hakk\u0131n rahmetine kavu\u015fmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana\u2019n\u0131n elinde de\u011fildi mektuplar. Hepsi yere d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Her g\u00fcn adet edindi\u011fi \u015feyi bug\u00fcn yapamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Ay\u015fe Ana. O\u011fluna pi\u015firememi\u015fti en sevdi\u011fi yemekleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Ama ev hala tertemizdi. Temizli\u011fi yeni bitirmi\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Ay\u015fe Ana, o\u011fluna anal\u0131\u011f\u0131n en g\u00fczelini yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sava\u015f\u0131n kapkara bir \u00e7ar\u015faf gibi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlard\u0131. O d\u00f6nemlerde Anadolu\u2019da bir k\u00f6y vard\u0131. K\u00f6yden sava\u015fa giden erkekler ya bir daha geriye d\u00f6nemiyor, ya da gazi olarak bir par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7orak topra\u011fa ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayarak baba oca\u011f\u0131na geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Asl\u0131nda, hangi k\u00f6y b\u00f6yle de\u011fildi ki o d\u00f6nemlerde? O k\u00f6yde bir Ay\u015fe Ana vard\u0131. Yirmi be\u015f senelik kocas\u0131n\u0131, evinin …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":48521,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"_joinchat":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[51,38,43],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13056","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-ayhan","category-guncel","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13056","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13056"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13056\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48521"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13056"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13056"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akincilardergisi.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13056"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}